If Dead Girls Wrote

And someone told me that the secret to greatness lies in my demons.

That God created me to create.

That in the beginning there was the word.

and sometimes my demons crawl out of the corners of my mind.

I can't sleep a night.

Won't you find a little soul for me?

A little beauty? A little warmth for me?

Shed a tear for me?

Cup of tea for me?

Don't forget the Dash of Vodka.

Darling... Darling...

Its a bit dark in here.

A bit lonely sometimes

but down here its quiet too.

and my demons don't speak as much as they used to.

No one told me death would be so peaceful.

No one told me that cold skin means you don't feel.

It's so quiet here.

Í'm craving a ciggy though.

It's just a little bit too cold.

too dark.

but i really like the quiet.

you'd love it too.

Amy Winehouse for a zillion reasons

1. Because despite her troubles she was an artist. she respected her work always.she expected the best from herself.

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