Dear Crush,
I don't want to write this.
This letter would remind me too much of how we began in endless possibilities and ended in Nothing.
I've got a thing for boys who read books, speak multiple languages and smell good.
You are all of those.
But it seems I've also got a taste for men with no taste for me.
Do I taste dull? Do I taste stale while you taste like candy floss?
Soft and sweet but so incredibly unhealthy.
So incredibly unhealthy how many times you want to be just friends while your hand is in my pants and there's tequila in my breath.
I use to think you were awesome and it makes me sad to watch your light flicker the faster I run away.
I wanted to be friends. But you lied.
I can't stand lies.
Not when I'm giving you all of myself.
I can't stand lies.
Not when I'm giving all of myself.
_ Nothing
I don't want to write this.
This letter would remind me too much of how we began in endless possibilities and ended in Nothing.
I've got a thing for boys who read books, speak multiple languages and smell good.
You are all of those.
But it seems I've also got a taste for men with no taste for me.
Do I taste dull? Do I taste stale while you taste like candy floss?
Soft and sweet but so incredibly unhealthy.
So incredibly unhealthy how many times you want to be just friends while your hand is in my pants and there's tequila in my breath.
I use to think you were awesome and it makes me sad to watch your light flicker the faster I run away.
I wanted to be friends. But you lied.
I can't stand lies.
Not when I'm giving you all of myself.
I can't stand lies.
Not when I'm giving all of myself.
_ Nothing
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