11:09PM My voice lies every time someone asks how are you today? "fine" No one has quiet noticed the cracks You would notice wouldn't you? 11:14 PM "don't break me. "was the first thing I said when you said you loved me. "I wont". So I let myself fall. 11:16 PM Its summer now. The sun seems happier So I smile more. I'm glad its summer. I've been thinking of starting a garden. Somewhere to plant the bits of you I have left. Maybe they'll grow into a man who stays in one place. 11:20PM That's the fourth man who has places to go. 11:25 PM Why am I still here? Why don't I have places to go? This city is suffocating and I'm running out of places to hide in. 11:28PM @God give me somewhere to go.
My best friend says I have no idea how to fall. He walks a bit too close when I've had at least 4 shots of tequila. " you don't know how to save yourself. You're going to break." he says. And I don't know he is right until a boy says " I don't love you as much as I used too" And God I love him. God I'm reckless. I fall head first in love. And I fall all the way apart. And I break myself on people.
Don't keep your secrets in other people. Dont let them hold the best parts of you. Listen darling. No one will ever keep you safe. You have to keep your secrets for you.